i really don't know what happen to me nowadys. i could not fell asleep at night and woke up late the next day for work. oh..by the way,tmr all my friends quitting le. damn sad as i will be alone. sigh..i want to go poly right now!!!!!!!!!!! working is so sian!!!!!!!!!
dear,do you know how much i miss you yesterday? sorry that i never told you i am going out. i have a good reason for that. if you want me to tell you please do sms me. take good care of yourself as you can score well for your exam de. have trust in yourself. do not study till late. sleep early and let your mind rest. i love you. =)
it was only yesterday do i know how hot-tempered i am. ur eyes were filled with tears as you approach me. though i am touched by what you say,i am sorry that i still went on to do it. i really felt terrible inside as you hold on to me and look me straight in the eyes. i am tired too but you know who i once were. i just couldn't change,not as much as you does. i hope to see you in polytechnic too. you slapped me and asked me to wake up to my senses,i couldn't as i want tell u that i am not the Nelson you once know in secondary one le. its hopeless when you ask me not to go. i want go as i could not stand the way he treat you. i hated him for making you cried again and agin. what make it worse is that he actually beat you up yesterday night. you were once the person i respected and i could not bear to see u suffer in silence just because you loved that guy. you asked me to let him go but i couldn't!!!!!!! he told me that you were the one who keep pestering him,how foolish you are. you are the one who should wake up to ur senses not me!!! why do you have to stick to a guy that doesn't love you and keep hurting you? there are many wonderful guy out there and i am sure you can find a guy who really loves you. move on ba. people do change,me too. you said that i am not so hot-tempered when you first know me and that i have a cute and sweet smile. but now u saw that i have changed so much,i looked fiercer than before and i does not smile that often le. do you know why? i have mature and know what is happening around me. please do leave that bastard and live your life without him. sorry if you felt offended. by the way,he asked you to contact him asap. i hope you will not soften by his sweet words. make up your decision to leave him. see you in poly in a few weeks time.
I have reset it Two times le!!!!!!!!! called the operator and was told to reset it again!!!!!!! as if that would help like that!!!! wtf!!!!!!!! hated it lah!!! if i still could not log in then i would have to report to NS le!!!!!!!!!!! wah piang eh...damn headache ar....can some one tell me what to do now?
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try the link below. it tells you how perverts cheated young girls and were eventually caught!!!! haha!!!!! this kind of bastards. =) they deserve to be jailed forever.
i really hate people speaking bad about me and have no manners at all. "give me ur friend handphone number","hey, ur friends sms u le mah?","heelo,ur friend reply le?". i am like WHAT THE FUCK you sms me with no manners as to saying hello when i have a name etc. forget it. i am really sick and tired of those irritating creature le. what the point of getting angry with them when i have better things to do. what i hate most is people saying i am doing nothing when i am busy the whole day and only rested a while. on the other hand,you are the one who is relaxing the most. i have been busy running and carry stuffs. never mind. really sick of this kind of people. its so irritating....
wake up by chee foon sms asking me what time to meet at boon lay control station. then remember that i have asked her and yu liang out. i got STM le. haha. then went eat breakfast and received a sms from johnson where i am as he want to come along with us. hehe. i went bathe then go out le. reach lot station at 12 15 then yu liang already there le. johnson come about 12 20. went eat then went JP le. at there,shop for a while then go arcade. i bought a new card as my old one spoilt le. sigh. about 3 plus,chee foon go meet her stead then that johnson PS me n yu liang and say he want go julia house. what the fuck lor he. nvm. then me and yu liang play arcade till 4 plus then i took the mrt to ah ma house le. damn tired when reach there. eat eat then me and cousin went amk hub to buy presents. sian ar. so tired and go back ah ma house eat shark fin. damn delicious lor. went home about 10 plus...IMY dear....
Valentines day is next week but i am planning it in my head all night. What to get for her,where shall we go etc. i have almost give her everything like dolls etc. have gone to many places with her. now is the day which is meaningful and a day that belongs to couple but i do not have a single idea about where to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i also can't sms her that much as both of us were broke. i really need to save up for my laptop!!!!!! i am so tired nowadays as every night i will keep thinking about what should we do on valentines day etc. by the way,i am going to buy present for her this saturday. =) have already thought of what i should give her le. hehe. hope she will like it. shall end here now as i need to work. cya. MUHAHAHA!!!!!!!
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