Wednesday, November 24, 2010
A lot of emotions are rushing through my mind now. However, i do not know how to type it out. She say that she is confused, all i can say to her is that "I m Sorry". Sorry for all the damage i done to your little and fragile heart. Sorry that i am selfish. Sorry that i did not take good care of you. Sorry that i did not dote on u. Sorry that i did not shower you with enough love.She also told me that her parents are angry with her and she send me a message that says "Sorry. I can't accept you". This really makes my heart sank. After that, i went to do something stupid and "slept" for a very long time. Woke up at around 9plus? Online msn and facebook. Although i saw her sms, i did not reply as i do not know how to face her. However, we did talk in msn. She told me to focus on my studies but how could i focus when my mind is all about you? Btw do not blame yourself as you did not do anything wrong. The person that is wrong is me, i should never enter your life and make it a mess. I am sorry...
Now currently missing her... :( Lastly, i will like to end off by saying "I love you"
SLAMit.DUNKit 12:53 AM
Monday, November 22, 2010
I miss the days hanging out with my friends.... :( but i miss going out with her more!!!! Sigh. Things have not been going its way for me nowadays...i seem to lose everything in one night...Now i am having a headache and have no mood to revise for my Web app UT tml...
SLAMit.DUNKit 11:28 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010
Sometimes when we make mistakes, we expect the person that we hurt to forgive us by saying "sorry" to them. However, does we know how deep we hurt them? By saying sorry does it means that we will not hurt them again? When they did not forgive us, we will blame them for being petty but they have the right to not forgive us. Therefore, i do not blame those that i have let down on...
SLAMit.DUNKit 10:15 PM
Friday, November 12, 2010
This is what i am feeling currently....I do not know what is on her mind currently...she can post that her ex is cute n lovely...i do not expect her to always spare a thought for me. But i hope she can tell me that she is true to me as i am feeling that i am being played around with. This feeling is terrible...i hope i can get over it or maybe get used to it ba. Who ask me to fall in love so deeply with her...this is fate...
I do not know why but i am feeling so down recently...maybe is because of UT and assignment but mainly the reason is her. She could talk to her friends for so long but to me, we always one word reply each other... :(
I do not know what to write anymore, so much emotions but i can't put it into words...
SLAMit.DUNKit 10:24 PM
