Tuesday, February 24, 2009

it was only yesterday do i know how hot-tempered i am. ur eyes were filled with tears as you approach me. though i am touched by what you say,i am sorry that i still went on to do it. i really felt terrible inside as you hold on to me and look me straight in the eyes. i am tired too but you know who i once were. i just couldn't change,not as much as you does. i hope to see you in polytechnic too. you slapped me and asked me to wake up to my senses,i couldn't as i want tell u that i am not the Nelson you once know in secondary one le. its hopeless when you ask me not to go. i want go as i could not stand the way he treat you. i hated him for making you cried again and agin. what make it worse is that he actually beat you up yesterday night. you were once the person i respected and i could not bear to see u suffer in silence just because you loved that guy. you asked me to let him go but i couldn't!!!!!!! he told me that you were the one who keep pestering him,how foolish you are. you are the one who should wake up to ur senses not me!!! why do you have to stick to a guy that doesn't love you and keep hurting you? there are many wonderful guy out there and i am sure you can find a guy who really loves you. move on ba. people do change,me too. you said that i am not so hot-tempered when you first know me and that i have a cute and sweet smile. but now u saw that i have changed so much,i looked fiercer than before and i does not smile that often le. do you know why? i have mature and know what is happening around me. please do leave that bastard and live your life without him. sorry if you felt offended. by the way,he asked you to contact him asap. i hope you will not soften by his sweet words. make up your decision to leave him. see you in poly in a few weeks time.

take care of yourself.