Thursday, April 2, 2009

I don't know what to say nowadays. It seems like what i say to people,they will misunderstood me and be upset over it. Sorry People. I can't sleep since the "incident" happen. It seems like a dream,a dream that i woke up it is still the same. I had to resort to eating sleeping pills in order for me to sleep. Don't ask me why. Because i do not know too. I hate myself. "She" must be enjoying herself ba..."her" post is still fill with colours and she still can laugh in school. But i couldn't...i can't smile at all...she is enjoying herself but i am upset over it. Nothing...really Nothing....she seems like she is enjoying torturing me etc...oh...by the way...my team won malaysia basketball team 119-150...cool man...thanks to all those who give me encouragement and try making me smile...though i didn't smile at all but thanks anyway...IMY.....